So, when I started making Esra in Istanbul, I barely knew anything about daz. Of course, I was doing 3D modeling at work, making it easier to get into it. Making Esra’s model was challenging. I’ve spent too much time making this dream girl of mine. Ultimately, I’ve come up with Esra we all know and love.
But where did Esra come from? Why isn’t she just one of those attractive blondes or brunettes but rather… this… white girl with such a unique face? She always felt familiar to me, but I never got to the bottom of it. I could even make a custom face like you’d do in Skyrim. Daz creators made many models, but why did I stick with Esra? Why…
Lately, I’ve gone down memory lane for some reason. Guess who I found? My high school love, of course… Out of all fucking people… I’ve made Esra an exact copy of her…
Big blue eyes, thick brows, black hair, beautiful face… If you guys could see the face of the girl I once loved, you’d know what I’m talking about. Fuck, I just remembered she was also tall and had big boobs, even for that age xD Again, just like Esra.
Holy shit, the realization hit me like thunder. My love for Esra grew much more…
Her name was Melike, by the way, she’s the only girl I truly loved, and she loved me back (Actually, she’s the one who declared her love). But, being the shy teenager I was, I never could open up to her… Fuck it, sometimes you just wish you could go back in time and… *sigh*
